when you need me, I'll be there for you.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

ayte. so today i practically wrote a few testimonials for people on friendster. nyiaha..ni la da takder keje laen. padehal i just woke up that time. im bored. staying at home for how many uncountable days. how many days had it been since the o levels left us? a million? gosh. i just want to go out. but my "project". what would happen if i go out. i'll probably get darker and then it's back to square one. argh! my skin is friggin irritating! i got this pimple which im tempted to touch and peel and squeeze. just hope that my itchy fingers wouldnt touch my face. dang!
and i threw away half of the pprs! hehe.
my room feels free of papers right now, so free that i could buy blank a4 papers and sctater them everywhere. haha!!
cluster papers are now rubbish!
but i kept some "memorable pieces".
get what i mean?

{ 10:04 pm }
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Sunday, November 26, 2006

So today is Sunday.
Haha..my mom taught me how to cook. Gawd. Was fun in a way. I hate playing with fire.
What uh I cook. Think something spicy uh. Hahaha..I HATE HOT OILS!
Splash here and there like nobody's frooting business.
Eh, who knows, one day I might just be the World's Greatest Chef? Hehe..
Then everyone in the world would probably be living on steamed food because I dont bloody dare fry!
And, I've decided not to work. Im going to learn Mandarin and maybe just maybe join boxing. Haha. Been saying that for awhile, havent I?
Today is Day 6.
Even though I went out yesterday, I avoided getting under the sun for a very long time.
Then went to my uncle's house. Eat pasta!
Was very delicious. Relish..
And Im eating Hello Panda right now.
The one in the big package. Actually it's a paper cylinder.
:p Not to worry, it's strawberry flavoured. Says here, 78 calories for every four biscuits. Which equals to one serving.
I dont know how much I've eaten.
What the heck..I'll probably burn it off anyway. Yeay.
People say im small. And ask me how I manage to eat non stop. Haha... I love food.
My lover besides sleeping.
Want to be petite, eat like me and sleep. :p
Also, yesterday we went to Mustafa Centre.
I bought hair henna. My hair is like damn dry and it says there it conditions hair. So I bought it. Plus, I want to see if my hair turns red.
It's a negative. My hair is still black and it wreaks of henna smell.

{ 4:19 pm }
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Saturday, November 25, 2006

Ayte.
Hehehe.. so yesterday my sister said she wanted to gain weight. Wah..my speciality. :p
Easy sia how to gain weight. All you gotta do is eat eat eat! Eat like me, oso can!
Mwa ha. Easy right gain weight?
Come on la, I gain it and lose it all the time.

Hey.
It's day 5!!
Im still friggin dark!
Gawd!
Tu la. Sape suroh g maen panas dulu. Giler sangat.
Eh, but tanned also nice right?
Haha..only that im not tanned uh.
Im dark!! ARGH!!!!
And my skin is yellowish. Sheesh.
Sick right?!?!
Am I sick?
Haish.
Nevermind.
Still got a long long long way to go. And oh yes, I cannot wait to get my first job!
No not a boob job or a nose job [ hm..would really like that though. ok ok...nvm. ] , I want a job where i get paid. Mwa ha ha. I want my working place to be big. Like a big supermarket!!
Yes!
Im excited to go and find it. :)
Zy darling, on 30th november g the ikea building and apply for job if you want. Tu biler aku nakk apply. Hope to see you!

{ 10:33 am }
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Friday, November 24, 2006

Okay.
So today is day four of " pale-ing myself ". 4 days straight Ive been at home. No sun on my skin. Hm...Wonder if I could let it be like that for a month or two. Hahaha...nuts. And so far, the 'diet' is going well. I did situps and my abdomen muscles are killing me. Aching like siow. Gah...situps, pushups, glucius maximus thingy and some other stuff i saw in my sister's magazines. hahahaha..wonder why she never tried any. *hm...*
I want to get fit this holidays. Had always been a wanting of mine la. Since..sec2. then sec3 i went ahead with it. Sec4 cannot because if i dont eat right id become stupid. Sec3 was the best it went so far. Up until the end of year where i started to binge on every food i layed my hands on. Heh..still, i wasnt fat. :D

{ 9:47 am }
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Thursday, November 23, 2006

Hello all you beautiful people.
Haha. Ive gone mad. Wakakakkakakakakka....
Finished up some sudoku puzzles. Yes. My dearest sudoku. Cant live without it... urm..well actually i could, been doing that for the past 15 yrs, but it's just so addictive. Plus, it boosts your IQ. [ i think it does. ]
Cannot go crazy right just doing Sudoku all day long and nothing else? Hehe...maybe.. i'll be a freaking genius after this long break. Hm... wow. Hahaha...
Anyway, yesterday my mother let me find a job. Then after that she said the place wasnt open open yet so i couldnt go. At ikea. Haiyo! Mess up my brain.
I really want to go work.. I want to see what it's like out there. Besides, Im not going to burn much fats just by staying at home!!! ARGH!
I want to work at the huge IKEA. at alexandra but fat hope. My mother doesnt even let me go anywhere further than pasir ris myself, forget about Alexandra. Sheesh.. such a bummer.
Any bright ideas on where to get a jub this "holiday season"?

{ 5:03 pm }
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Ok. Seems like Mardhati tagged me. :p
Didnt mind it one bit. Here goes.

1. Are you single, taken or crushing? Im single and crushing hard. I always do. :p
2. Are you happy with your LIFE now? Yup I am really happy with my life.
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast? Urm...I guess so. If the person is perfect in my eyes, what's stopping me? hahaha...
4. Have you ever had your heart broken? Literally no. Because I could die sia like that. And unliterally also no. My heart don't break. Sometimes I wonder if i even have a heart.
5. Do you believe in some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? What crap?!? since when was cheating acceptable? there's always fair play. Dont think people should get hurt by their so-called loved ones.
6.Would you take someone back if she/he cheats on you? Nope. Even if the person didnt cheat on me, I wont take him back. Like my favourite saying goes.. "What's OVER is OVER."
7. Have you ever talk about marriage with another before? Hahaha..I always say i dont want to get married. Makes it easier.
8. Do you want children? i want to adopt.
9. How many? 2.
10. Would you consider adoption? Yeah duh! thats what i just said right stupid!!
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings? Im very straightforward. Shying away is irritating..haish...
12. Do you enjoy getting onto a relationship? Not now. i want to enjoy my life. thats why its MY life. and not with some other guy.
13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you and your ex did? No ex. :p
14. Do you believe in love at first sight? I dont... kind of a shallow thing.
15. Are you romantic? heh... got to see it to believe it.
16. Do you believe you can change someone? YES! of course for the better la.
17. Do you easily give in when you are fighting? urm...this one also. got to see it to believe it. it all depends on who's wrong.
18. Do you have feelings for someone rigt now? honestly.. it's a neutral. im trying to move on.
19. Have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up? Yep. But it's not a bf that im looking for right now. [nor am i looking for a gf! idiot. im straight.]
20. Have you ever broke a heart? haha..this im not sure. got to ask the person yourself.
21. If one day your best friend falls in love with the boy you are deeply in love with, what would you do? id ask the boy to choose. hahaha...no trouble on us girls.
22. Are you missing someone right now? yep..haish....
23. PEEPS who got tagged!!!!! heheh...azee. you just got tagged. :P *kick me*

{ 10:26 am }
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

O LEVELS ARE OVER!! obviously it is if not i wouldnt be here, happily typing away all this junk.
I thought i had forgotten my password for this but doesnt look like i did right?
Let me talk a little about the papers.
They were...OVER!
Let them be la. Stupid papers. Want talk about it for what.
So yesterday was celebration day. Haha. Sort of. Went to Vivocity with my sister, azee and noor. Still, i dont get why people love to shop. Hey, i just followed for the food and for the fresh air and for the first taste of freedom...
A lot happened between my prelims and o levels. A lot of memorable stuff i suppose.
Wow...and now..I'll just move on with my life.
Yes. I know this sounds very selfish but...I don't like to think about old memories that I know would never come back. Why use up my memory on the past when I still have a future? True?
But I wont forget the people in my life. Just what happened. Get me?
If not. Bite yourself in the ass.
Guess what I want to do now?
Hehe..sounds crazy but I want to diet!! Been eating all the "brain food" and fats for this whole year. Now I seriously want to get rid of them. And I want to go for boxing lessons. Taibo I think. Sweet sweet lessons. Haish..but currently, Im stuck at home, with nothing to do but watch television and sit onfront of the computer all day long. :p

{ 7:39 pm }
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